Friday, 9 May 2008

secret societies

when i was child , i see movies about spying and secret societies like masonic , gays , and mush more like that .
like every child , he dreamed about something special for him , and as we all know heroes in that movies are always special in everything power , looking , they always cute , handsome , open minded and sexy , so i was looking always to be one like them in a secret society , it does not matter what kind of society it be , all i was looking for being one like this heroes .

now , from ..... years i be a member of one of those
gay society , but for my dam luck i am in the middle east area where people do not like gays , they do not accept them as people like them have rights so it became me secret .

people do not know that that society here in that area is huge and has all over 3 million person
most who respect himself they travel outside that dam area , they travel to other countries where people can accept them as they are , where they can not hid from people all the time , where they can show their felling without fried of seeing by someone

why people here do not do that , i do not know
i hope that day is coming when people accept us as who are we gays
gays who has hopeless from that they travel outside , i hope i see that day before i be one of them

Thursday, 1 May 2008

breack up

why now most of relationships that i known is break up
is it have a relation with summer our what !
now i have two relations in the same week are broken up
i think it is large number if we see their love from the view they had
why
where is love , you people
love is not gone away in one night
most of them i know very well and they make their love lovely than love story itself
but no they desperate , sad , unhappy and begin not believe in love anymore but i think love is exist and never change but people change to batter or to bad
so i ask my friends who did not find luck in their love to keep their believing in love
as well as they can and i do not want to hear " i find him by hard way "
you have to take hard way to find your one who can live with you forever , i know it hard but what we can do ?! nothing , keep our hope to find rest and relax in end of their own way
at the end i pray for all of you people
keep you hoping