He just cut his arm and blood oozes from it , all his memories pass , He can watch his life , his friends in front of his eyes after all what they did to him he still loves them , He chucked with them many times all like him as friend not a lover they can have sex but not love and he can not wait for him in this station anymore , He can not live waiting for him arrive , He decide to go to meet him in another life , anther station maybe he come this time , He wanna die and he will