bad back

i bored ya too bored .
scary from the future , collage's exams , want to pass but i do not think that is the reason that i am bored , no i feel that as there is a big fat thought in my mind that i will never never find my soulmate , i see no hope in that , i dono , some time i have bad bad ideas about the future and how should i be , think about myself as a bitch do not think about anything just play around and get whatever i can . sometime i want to cry

dead !

i feel like a dead man , so many thoughts in my head and many ideas for posting , not time for it and when i have it i do not even remember it omg how it work with me